I hear and understand you loud and clear. I did too much of "letting it happen" in 2009. I'm in the midst of "making it happen". For me, the latter is so much more exhilirating.
I look forward to a year of happiness, thrills and positive change for both of us in 2010. The only thing I want to keep the same is our friendship, except for it to be even stronger. My sincerest best wishes to you and Ellison for the new year and beyond.
I'm sure of what I want. I hope I've found it with Kathy. If, after my visit, it turns out that it isn't right, I'll still look for something similar elsewhere.
I've got a lot of support and encouragement from some very good people. It's a good feeling that there are people around like you that think enough of me not to judge what and who I am.
I'd love for us to chat if you have some free time over the next few days.
I think thats an excellent resolution to make and one I am starting to understand more myself.