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So it's official. Gotta give up the caffeine. This means no more cherry coke for Crux And I just bought a twelve-pack of cans of the stuff!! It's my favorite

But I saw my psychiatrist last night and I was lamenting the hyperness I often experience in the evenings (it's the mania problem, it surfaces at night sometimes when the medication wears off from the previous night). The clincher was when I told him that I thought the tranquilizer wasn't working as well for my panic attacks, and he pointed at his bottle of soda (he's a soda fiend himself... it was diet cherry coke ) and said it's the caffeine.

Damn. Cherry coke is kind of special to me. Gross. Getting sentimental over a carbonated beverage. I might as well start obsessively watching reality TV.

Speaking of which!!!!!! Oh God. There's a rumor now that Annie is going to do Celebrity Big Brother. NOOOOOOOOOO! Oh please no. I mean, sure, it's great for exposure but... GROSS! I've been trying not to think about it all day after Redbeard3 saw a couple people posting about it on the official forum.

I have a sinking feeling it's true. Oh no no no no no. I may have to watch it, too, and that's going to be like scraping my gums with a drill bit. Ughhhhhhhh.

Okay now I feel sick thinking about it so it's time to move on to something else before I die.

Aha! Here's what I can talk about, though it's Annie-related. The new faq is up. Frames, boxes. It looks... o-KAY. I guess. It does what it's supposed to do and it isn't THAT ugly. And I did the thing I mentioned to L7rules... Annie is watching you!

Should I announce The Annieverse on Annie's official forum yet? I kind of want to have a start on the discography before I do. Whaddya think?

Okay time to talk about SG. I've been timidly poking my toe into the group-posting waters again. I had really stopped checking the groups for a while there, and I haven't gone back to the boards. Not sure I will.

I've downgraded my "current thoughts on SG" to "it's ok" but only because of my complete disinterest in the photosets*, groups and boards. I'm obviously still a journaling maniac, and I do keep in touch with my SG palz (looove you guys).

* I did like Al's set yesterday, she's one of my favorites and she looks really lovely in that set. I have to admit that I like the fact that it's more softcore than her other sets. Yes I am a pussy. (Interesting "pun" there). And (also from yesterday) I was kind of following along when Granny first went pink, which was only a couple months ago or so, maybe even less than that... look how fast her set went up! Either set queue is like photoset roulette or something, or a lil' preferential treatment is goin' on. Somehow I doubt that.

But given my lack of interest, what does the future hold for Crux? Well, since I can't shut the hell up in my journal, and since I love my SG friends, I'm not going anywhere, so don't worry Who knows, maybe I'll even get back into the groups/boards posting groove. Groups at least. No way will I abandon my little puzzles group. Don't you worry your pretty little head. I feel weird talking like this but I had to get it out.

One thing I'm guilty of is not keeping up with bookmarks. After I got the new Harry Potter I stopped checking them to avoid hitting a spoiler and having it ruined for me like it was ruined for Tekky on LJ (that was so awful, poor Tekky).

But I've long since finished the book and I'm still not reading bookmarks much. Perchance this is a time to prune my "interesting" list and start just reading friends and maybe a few other folks. It's bad of me not to keep up with you all because I do ♥ you guys and I'm not being a good friend.

So that does it, time to prune. Or as my Baltimorean grandmother would say, "PRU-in".

...And now, I have pruned. There are still a few people on there who could go, and I may take them off in the end. I'M NOT TRIMMING MY FRIENDS LIST don't worry. Just people I've marked "interesting". Remain calm.

Some groups, I'm just not feeling anymore. I mean, look at the last part of what I list for "occupation" (it was formerly in "hometown"... I want to move it again but I'm not sure where). I've basically declared openly that I have no interest in sex, and sex is the main topic in a couple of the groups I'm in. I mean, DUH, this site is about sex basically! I might ask myself "what am I DOING here??" Should I really be paying $4/month for a site where only 10% of the content interests me? That's being pretty harsh, I think there's a bit larger non-sex-related percentage of stuff on here. Still. What am I DOING here??

But I know the answer: meeting awesome people is what I'm doing here. There are so many way cool people on here, and I don't know what it is about a sexy pictures site that draws so many of them together in one place. I guess because this is a GOOD sexy pictures site. I'm sure the fact that it ISN'T all about sex has to do with the radness I've encountered here. You guys are just way above average when it comes to intelligence and awesomeness! Members and models alike! I think it's safe to say that it's worth the $4/month to stick around and meet more fabulous people.

Once again I'm in quite a feverish state after all the Annie site work. Must calm down. I hope I can force myself to make dinner tonight.