Well, shut my mouth. 
I have been getting some seriously helpful and insightful comments from my friends lately, here and elsewhere. You guys are great. Thank you.
Rather than post a new journal entry and "hide" the old one, I'll leave it in the spoiler below if you want to comment on it. I was pretty surprised by the comments I got on it so far (in a good way), so, by all means, comment!
I think the best plan for me is to quit my whining and be happy. Despite my recent rantings, I do like it here, and I don't really want to leave. There are some parts of the site I could do without, and maybe it's silly of me to hide in my journal and shell out $4 a month for it, but that's what I want to do. I've decided that, rather than create a Firefox extension to hide the groups from me, I'll just quit all of my groups. I might keep a few, like English Usage, but maybe not. I can always re-join the groups if I want to.
I've been all moody and depressed lately, but I really need to snap out of it. My life is good. I don't really have anything to complain about. I'm not living in a cardboard box, I can eat whatever I want, I have friends and loved ones who support and love me; not bad at all. Positivity will really get you a long way. Try it some time.
Well, enough goofy happy talk.
I'll be fine. I just needed a little perspective and perhaps a kick in the butt, and I got it. Thank you. 
I have been getting some seriously helpful and insightful comments from my friends lately, here and elsewhere. You guys are great. Thank you.
Rather than post a new journal entry and "hide" the old one, I'll leave it in the spoiler below if you want to comment on it. I was pretty surprised by the comments I got on it so far (in a good way), so, by all means, comment!
I think the best plan for me is to quit my whining and be happy. Despite my recent rantings, I do like it here, and I don't really want to leave. There are some parts of the site I could do without, and maybe it's silly of me to hide in my journal and shell out $4 a month for it, but that's what I want to do. I've decided that, rather than create a Firefox extension to hide the groups from me, I'll just quit all of my groups. I might keep a few, like English Usage, but maybe not. I can always re-join the groups if I want to.
I've been all moody and depressed lately, but I really need to snap out of it. My life is good. I don't really have anything to complain about. I'm not living in a cardboard box, I can eat whatever I want, I have friends and loved ones who support and love me; not bad at all. Positivity will really get you a long way. Try it some time.
Well, enough goofy happy talk.
I'll be fine. I just needed a little perspective and perhaps a kick in the butt, and I got it. Thank you. 
) I was actually told off not too long ago because I don't curse. 
Seriously, there are some guys in Hirsute who should be zotted. Demanding pics from girls is NOT cool. EVER.VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
I certainly don't think everyone has to be sexual. I mean, sexuality is kinda like a nice cake or milkshake- good in its place, but with some negative aspects, and not necessarily for everyone. I think its better for the world, in diversity and in expediture of brain power, if not everyone is into the exact same things, and people turn their thoughts and imagination to what's outside of the mainstream.
I know for me it's been hard to appreciate what I have. I keep obsessing on not having Perfect Job, how much people like me, and the fact that I don't really have my future planned out. I should work some on the latter, but worry is not work. Just simple appreciation of the great things that have gone on this year is in order... and my work is long hours and low pay, but I don't have to deal with customers. I have to remind myself of the hellride of my last job's customers and how I've been away from that for almost a year!
At the same time, the history of your profile on the left (for those who've bothered reading it over the past year) have also shown an inexperience, or disgust, or questioning (depending on your mood at the time, I guess) about how to deal with sexuality in general. I seem to recall for 'Fantasy' you had something like, 'Away with your fantasies!' So, really, for those who've paid attention, it's not too much of a stretch to see where you might've been heading. (Whether you want those of us paying attention to do so is another matter.