They say that the first step toward recovery is admitting you have a problem. I've suffered from these faults ever since Annette passed away. I guess my insecurities have really manifested themselves now that i'm alone. I know it's going to cost me someone that I care about deeply. I hope it's not the personI referred to.

She said that she's forgiven me. I hope there are no lingering hard feelings.

I know I have good qualities. I think it's up to others to list them, not me.