lexylou

I met a boy!!!!!


Well, he isn't just mine yet, but he will be soon! *moohaahaaha - sinister laugh*

Okay, so this boy is cute, funny, smart witty. But you gotta understand I have a thing for dorks and douche bags. I don't know why but there is a little douchiness to him that I like. I'm tired of dating semi shitty guys but I wonder if I'm just a douchy girl.
I did the stupidest thing! I have been like dorkily obsessing (I've gotten reallly shy with guys I really like lately) about him ALL day and waiting on his phone call and daydreaming, and then when I talked to him, it was like that scene in Secretary where they are talking in the hallway and they both want "it" to happen but are too shy, akward, nervous to make "it" happen so they both walk away disappointed. *slaps hand to forhead* stupid, stupid, stupid!
Plus the other night he and his good friend were in a dick measuring contest over me at the bar, which was really cute at first but then got way weird. That really sucks too, his friends fucking it all up!

Oh, well, I'm working all day with him on another film shoot for the next four days, so hopefully something will develop, b/c I haven't been laid in like 7 fucking months AHHHHHHH!
ooooh, so much anger, better save that for the bedroom............