lboogie

so i started to dating a guy last year that i had dated two years ago. when we got back together he told me he was going to have a baby with a random chic. i accepted that cuz i know shit happens. anyway it has been a whole year and it has been a hard and trying year for me. i feel like i'm constantly on the outside looking in. there is this huge tug of war where my bf wants me to be involved and every time i get involved it's like he holds me me at arms length. it's like he wants me close but not to close. i have drama with the baby's mom and now the baby has taken to crying hysterically when hug my bf. she has even gons so far to smack me when i do. i know i shouldn't let a one year old make me feel sooo bad but she does. my feelings are hurt pretty bad