Time broadens in this period of the year.
I don't wake up particularly early these days as I open my eyes around 9 a.m., but still it takes me a lot to get to midday, and afternoons seem to never end.
I'm booking less modeling and performance gigs, due to the fact that photography and art schools are closing for summer holidays, same for the few adv agencies I work with, so I have plenty of time to spend (and very little money, aehm... whatever!). So I concentrate on journalism work, on reading more books and newspapers to get connected with what's going on around me, I listen to even more music.
And I think, a lot.
From time to time, I realize at the end of the year I'll turn 27 and - despite my teenage appearance - I am definitely not a girl, rather a woman - this scares me, especially because I still don't have things outlined and I can't imagine what I'll be up to in a near future.
One year ago, before breaking up with my ex, I thought I knew everything about what would expect me next. Then, all changed - for the better, trust me, but now I "play by ear". Sure, I got conscious of who I am, I can't complain but still I'm a bit scared.
On a way less serious note, I've received the pics of the shibari outdoor shooting I talked you about in my last blog post, I hope you're gonna like them as much as I did:
Not only I got fresh new pictures to update my portfolio showing something different, but what I care the most about it's the fact it was an incredible experience I enjoyed a lot!
Talking about SuicideGirls, as I promised you, I got extremely dirrrrty with @tifereth (daaaamn people, what a babe! Brilliant and sexy as hell!) in our latest multi La Maison Des Fleurs shot by the extremely talented @mel_andthebeast
If you like the two of us having a tons of fun, please share the love and leave some kind words on the set, so we can hope for the front page maybe... ♥ ♥ ♥
However, I still believe in my solo set Globetrotter: it seems to be loved by members so I still keep my fingers crossed and dream of it going live! If you feel generous, please take another look at it and leave some love on it too... it means a lot to me!
Time for a coffee now.
xo
Lauretta
