Sorry to hear things aren't going that well.  A new place will be good.  Just to chill and get your thoughts in order.  Enjoy Colorado.  I take your share of the red meat if you aren't eating it.😀. Take care of yourself
I hope Colorado will bring you some  solace. I'm so excited you're coming... once I moved here I fell in love and never want to leave! We'll have to have a hoop date!!