lamdalamdalamda

ah, another whiny journal entry. things i don't want to be:

i don't want to be introverted

i don't want to wake up tired every morning.

i don't want to work in retail.

i don't want to be single

i don't want to be moody all of the time

i don't want to be a shitty poet.

i don't want to be "the keyboardist"

i don't want to be on the verge of tears most of the time

i don't want to be "so nice"

i don't want to be allergic to the outdoors

i don't want to be so often misread.

i don't want to be so restrained.

anyway, the show went well, and most people left happy, i think. i got drunk halfway through the set, an played really loud. improvisation is the single best thing in the world. it's rare that we play together, and it's awesome to be among friends, building something.