Thursday Sep 12, 2013

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Today has literally been the most perfect day in months...
The man I am in love with tells me he misses me. The company I used to work for goes under and cashes out their former employee's 401 k's so I get a surprise check in the mail for $492 and... I welcomed home a beautiful little 7 1/2 week old kitten...
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Saturday Aug 17, 2013

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Friday Jul 26, 2013

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blue_richard:

Good, I'm glad you are feeling better.
I'm ok, I spent Wednesday & Friday in London with two really old friends spending way too much on clothes, eating really too much and drinking way way too much! I'm shattered, the playboy lifestyle is for a man way younger that me.

cassy:

i'm glad you're feeling better, and that you enjoyed your visit. it's exciting when you feel the same, and the electricity and all that is there. if you're okay with just having amazing sex until the timing is right i say just live life and embrace it girl.

Monday Jul 22, 2013

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Disheartened. I just wish people could see me, I know its part of having BPD, but sometimes I just get so tired of dealing with the attachment issues and all the bullshit with trying to make friends and start relationships. When things get too intense I tend to hide away, and people think I am this weak person, when in reality, I am too intense...
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cassy:

much love girl. it's hard when you need to tell someone how you feel but you can't. you have to do what is right for you and live your life w/no regrets. that's my advice.
sometimes it means you have to stick your neck out, and the rewards are actually kinda great. i realize it's always a risk, but i dunno, without understanding the full situation, it's hard to give you advice. but, i always tell everyone, just be true to yourself. that's the most important thing <3
love ya.
p.s. thanks. i think he's the most adorable guy i've ever seen <3

lior:

At the end of the day we regret the things we didn't do, not the things we did. If you care about him let him know, you owe it to yourself to take a chance at happiness.

Saturday Jul 20, 2013

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Fucking gutted. Falling apart is an understatement, but I can't do what I've done in the past, I need to grieve, learn from it and move on.



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blue_richard:

I hope you are feeling better now, don't get upset about silly boys.
Thanks for the compliments on my photographs. smile

cassy:

i hope you're feeling better girl, you know i'm always around if you need me.

Tuesday Jun 25, 2013

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oxy:


Today I didn't even have to use my A.K.
I got to say it was a good day.

blue_richard:

Shit, $1000 what are you planning to have done?

Friday Jun 21, 2013

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blue_richard:

Shit, I didn't think about that, a punch with that woukd do some damage wouldn't it!
What job are you doing now?

blue_richard:

Don't let the other ladies push you around, remember that a mop makes a pretty effective weapon! biggrin

Friday Jun 14, 2013

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beats0:

Aww... I fell for a girl long ago in the same sort of situation... It gets easier with time and those memories will serve you well!

I'm still on the hunt for a girl that will stay. I know she is out there somewhere. I'm sure your boy is too. smile

Monday Apr 01, 2013

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Frida Kahlo to Marty McConnell

Leaving is not enough; you must
stay gone. train your heart
like a dog. change the locks
even on the house hes never
visited. you lucky, lucky girl.
you have an apartment
just your size. a bathtub
full of tea. a heart the size
of Arizona, but not nearly
so arid. dont wish away
your cracked past, your
crooked toes...
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hanke:

Frida <3

oxy:

kiss

Friday Mar 22, 2013

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blu:

gorgeous! xxx

oxy:

so sexy

Thursday Dec 06, 2012

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Making hemp/braided jewelry is quickly turning into my favorite aversion skill.
orange_lily:

I was stuck on making bracelets all summer! smile