That sucks!! I so completely sympathise! 3 months on, it's gettin easier but it's still shit sometimes. cheer up I guess, there's so much livin to do. do it. Sure you're worthy of someone's hugs...go get one, might help
We move in cicles around life. just when you feel you've walked the farthest distance away from where you once were, you find your standing on the very spot you left off from.
Bloody cicles.
But the good thing is, once you've walked through it once, the next time round feels softer and more beautiful and familiar. And there will be a next time. He'll come round again and crash into you.
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