Thank god the radiator will be fixed today. Thursday night I was up from 2-4 in the morning because of the god damned thing. It was a total nightmare.
I think I have to not drink for a while. I find that with this whole break up that the day after I go out I am just terribly depressed. Which makes sense since alcohol is a depressant. But I went out last night for a few beers with the girls from my old job. Came home took a Xanax so I could sleep and this morning, just very blah and sad.
You know those times when you are fighting against the depression? That is me. Trying to stay busy so I won't be depressed. I figure in an hour I will hit the gym. But I was much better off last weekend when there was no drinking. I was numb, but it was better than this.
In good news however.....
I am this close to becoming a suicide girl. One good photoset and I am in! Very excited. The only bummer is my idea was in black and white, and your first set cannot be in black and white. So, I am trying to decide on my new theme. I know I could do the Alice in Wonderland thing but better, but I was also thinking of some other ideas.
Now it is just a matter of getting a photographer!
I think I have to not drink for a while. I find that with this whole break up that the day after I go out I am just terribly depressed. Which makes sense since alcohol is a depressant. But I went out last night for a few beers with the girls from my old job. Came home took a Xanax so I could sleep and this morning, just very blah and sad.
You know those times when you are fighting against the depression? That is me. Trying to stay busy so I won't be depressed. I figure in an hour I will hit the gym. But I was much better off last weekend when there was no drinking. I was numb, but it was better than this.
In good news however.....
I am this close to becoming a suicide girl. One good photoset and I am in! Very excited. The only bummer is my idea was in black and white, and your first set cannot be in black and white. So, I am trying to decide on my new theme. I know I could do the Alice in Wonderland thing but better, but I was also thinking of some other ideas.
Now it is just a matter of getting a photographer!
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there's lots of reasons not to be depressed...finding them for yourself is the key!
oh, and did I mention Im the bestest with set ideas?
Y~!