Sometimes I just get carried away with my own worries and doubts. It all comes down to my fear of losing what I have, being afraid that those I care about are going to walk away. It's hard for me to realize they have those same fears too. I tend to expect the worst from people. I'm really trying to change that, especially considering that certain people have only given me the best of themselves. I'm working on it. I'm a fucked up individual, but I'm working on that.
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