kurosune

The girls are gone and I'm so hurt. I'm in so much pain at losing them. Their stupid dad fucked up everything. What should have been a simple, routine check-up from the social worker with the dad coming along, just erupted into something SO bad...The dad started yelling at the social worker, just GOING THE FUCK OFF when all the social worker did was ask the routine questions, and that stupid man ruined it for his daughters just like that.

There were police because the social worker thought that the dad was "mentally unstable" and how could they blame the social worker?! The dad tried running off with the kids. If he'd just answered the questions, and kept calm, and not let his stupid pride get in the way....Now the girls aren't with me, they aren't with their dad (which is probably the best option) and now their in some social worker's car, probably alone and scared.

I'm so broken right now, I can't stop crying.

I WISH I were in a better place in life. And the social worker asked me if *I* wanted to be a canidate to adopt the kids, and I WOULD have said yes, but I'm not in a good place to be a full time mother. I would have LOVED to adopted them.

I've never felt so helpless in my life.