Hey peeps how are we all? Hope things are good and yous had a good week/weekend. Sorry if I missed my weekly blog last week. Was busy and I only had time to do one blog which was my Favourite SG Sets blog. So wanted to work on that.
Yeah things have been great the last time I’ve done my last weekly blog.
Been doing a lot of walks a lot. Trying to train myself to do hillwalks and hiking in general. Since my dad retirement he wants to do it with me often. It’s been better since my Dad’s retirement. Think he suffered a bit of mental health issues too from being overly stressed. Work was becoming overbearing so he retired early. Things have been a lot better since. So been walking with him a lot. We done our first hillwalk, it’s at this village called Straiton. It’s a nice place, so peaceful and mellow so it was perfect.
Doing this walk makes me realise that I live in an awesome place in Scotland. Don’t think I want to move to anywhere else. Well depends lol. But it was awesome when you go to places like this. So awesome.
It was tough. The previous night I had a god awful Dominos pizza. It was so greasy, like it’s overly oily. So I felt a bit unwell doing it. So much that when I was mid way up the hill I threw up. But I felt better & kept going. Was tired but I kept going. Cause I suffered for such a long time from my mental health & being a loner for years that I ain’t giving up. I’ve work hard to get to my improved state today and I’ll be damned that I’ll give up now. So I kept going. As you see from the pictures it was worth it.
Yeah my walks have been awesome. Been feeling better these days.
Also been cooking & baking a lot too as always. Hopefully I can do a BBQ with my mates one day. Hopefully soon I can get a BBQ smoker. Love to cook up ribs, brisket & pulled pork in it soon. I cook for my family a lot. Things have been better with my family these days. I chat to them about my feelings and my unhappiness. They’ve been improved towards me since. My folks are always been great to me. I mean my Dad is taking me to hillwalks and walks in general. But yeah I’ve been doing better with my family. I’m happy about that. I’m glad things are getting there.
I’m also happy that I saw my mates last night to see Child’s Play. See my review on the film club group. I got a night out on July for my mate’s birthday in Glasgow. Should be a good laugh. Kinda anxious about it since I haven’t been in Glasgow for a while but I’m excited at the same time. Hopefully it means more get togethers with them soon, things are busy with them. I need to remember that people are busy. Always been my flaw. But I’m working on it.
I have been chatting to a lot of the models when I’m online. I’m very grateful to them. Their good mates as well. I think at first their nervous to talk to me cause guys on the Internet have a bad rep due to abusing, sending dick pics, acting like pure assholes, blah blah blah but every model I talk to definitely know I ain’t those fuckers. I’m just a normal dude who is a fan of gorgeous ladies. So it’s been awesome chatting to them. Especially to @blaizee @rubyalexia @reallifepirate (I won a poster from her btw) @missjcristina @stormymissb @gnomi @narsil @sammiii @phianixx @chroi @paulinki @syrinn and many others. I got so many convos going on atm and it’s awesome. Feel unalone which is awesome, I need it. I’m not looking for a date, just mates. The way I work is I rather be mates with the female first and foremost. Dates come later if we both want to take it to the next level. Best way. Too many rush into relationships and it always turn out bad & toxic. Doing it for the wrong reasons, I never work like that. I got mock for not just have sex with a girl in college. “No wonder you’re a virgin, you don’t jump to her pussy when it’s there” they say. This was at a college house party btw and she was drunk, i didn’t do it cause it’s wrong. I just help her to get her home instead. I never work like that. Luckily I stop hanging out with people like that who just shag but not love or respect the ladies. I never have or will work like that. I’m a virgin, so what lol. Rather build a honest good relationship first, most important. Cause it’s the right to do. I’m more focused on that. Sex comes when it comes, no pun intended lol jk. But you know what I mean. There’s more important things than sex. Imo sex is overrated. Sure we have turn ons & kinks, nothing with that as long as you’re respectful about it. It’s all about using common sense you know m, I’m more for loving the lass for her personality. Think being friends is best & better. Like I said too many people jump into relationships for all the wrong reasons. Seen it so many times now that that way doesn’t work. I’m sure yous know yourselves. Yous are all very smart peeps.
I’m grateful to yous all. Members, models & photographers alike. Without this site idk where I’ll be. I’m thankful I have. It’s gain me mates 4 life. And I love doing blogs. No matter it is. An Appreciation Blog (that’ll be my next blog btw), my Favourite SG Sets blog, this blog, a gaming blog, music blog, etc. I’m always grateful to all the awesome feedback a lot of yous have left me whatever it’s here or on my fan accounts. I appreciate it. 😊👍🏻
Speaking about video games, been playing a lot of games. I’ve completed Astro Bot Rescue Mission on the PSVR on my PS4. It’s amazing. If I can recommend one game on the PSVR it’s that game. It’s so good, give it a go peeps. Also since watching all the E3 stuff, I’ve been playing Final Fantasy 7 a lot. Also been playing the remade of Crash Team Racing. It’s so good. It takes me back playing it as a kid. So awesome. Also been buying new additions to my CD & game collections.
As you see I have been treat myself good and others too. Been saving up my money well. Now I’m dialling it back. Got enough right? Lol. Yeah I’m back to saving my money for future pre orders. Tbh these are not deer. Their quite cheap. If you know the right places and connections you can get great deals. Just have to look hard for it. As you see it’s worth it. Got a few CDs from Gojira, Silversun Pickups & Underoath. A few PSVR games, a bunch of RPGs, Overwatch, Metro Exodus and Crash Team Racing of course as I mentioned that I’m playing it atm.
So yeah things have been getting better. Just been working hard and not let things get to me. No time for drama or any negativity. Seriously that’s what has help me out the most. Never let bullshit get inside your head. It’s possible with anti depressants. I’ve been doing it. I’m prove that you can do it. If I can do it, you can too. Drug free, booze free, weed free, anti depressant free, bullshit free you name it. I’m usually was sober. I only drink booze in moderation but I’m off it. But I’m not one of those people who go you should stop smoking weed, blah blah blah. It’s your choice peeps. Whatever makes you happy and comfortable. Just be careful, that’s all. Just remember everything in moderation. I know I’m addicted to coffee lol. Trying to drink less of it but I love coffee hahaha. But yeah my life is getting better and I’ll keep going towards it. Just keep doing what I’m doing and have a drink of some Purple Stuff at the end of the day lol.
Anyway that’s my weekly blog done til next week hopefully. Thank you very much for checking my blog out peeps. I appreciate it as always. Yous are the best. Til the next blog this is KungFury saying take care, much love and
@missy @rambo @sean
