I admitted to a female friend, an ex-lover, that I became a member on a website that showcases women in various modes of undress. I am now feeling ashamed. I've been overdosing on my own sorrows. Too bad I don't drink or do drugs, I could escape... for a few hours... I'm not sure what I expected to find here, I guess I wanted to see somethings that excited me that I never get to see... I'm looking for things, beyond the beautiful girls, and I'm not sure where I'll find them. I don't know if this is just a distraction that will get in the way, or if this can be something beneficial to me...
I won't be back here for a week or two while I figure some shit out. If anybody gives a royal rat shit, make an intelligent comment...
I won't be back here for a week or two while I figure some shit out. If anybody gives a royal rat shit, make an intelligent comment...
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hussein:
we also seem to share a liking for fair-skinned girls. i suggest you get thee to one of Morgan's sets. 
ihatemylife:
I know exactly how you feel about being here. I have some mixed feelings too, I came to this site for reasons other than meeting people or looking at women, but now that I'm here, I like it. But I still don't know if it is allowing me the company I desire to be a healthier person. But I'm really fucking lonely sometimes. I don't know what I want in life, and I don't think this is helping me decide, but at least it offers a distraction at night other than drinking, drugs or food.