well,the obvious answer would be sex,but i'm sure there is a whole other meaning......
thank you


*and for those who have come here to spew anymore pointless vitrol disguised as a "debate" of some sort,get over it and just let it die.

the real question is: does it matter if what i see in it is not what you wrote about?

i think thats the best thing about that which we create: once we set it loose upon others it becomes its own thing, changing and evolving with each new viewer, becoming an amalgam of all the perceptions drawn from it till it achieves an existence independent of its owner.

and since you asked... i think its about beauty.

i haven't had that kind of intamacy in so long. lately it's been all about lust,which is fine,but you don't get those kinds of feelings when it's all about the ole "in and out".

So I'm the bestest at being rude! Yay me!

Seriously though, what exactly makes you say I'm the rudest person you've met here? Was it my comments to Lux? If so which ones? I'm concerned that my humorous bits aren't taken as intended and I want to communicate clearly.

i am here again...it is kinda wierd, i guess its not new to feel wierd here...it seems like some charged interaction, maybe the words you use draw different images for me , it does seem like intercourse, but it seems angry in spots and it dwindles to such a calm ending....i am a lil' out of it, i had a dog charge a deer while i was looking the other way and he pulled me down hard...almost knocked me out...and now i am a lil' drunk and stoned...it is good to be more in touch agin, though...

my problem is that,at the moment,i'm starting to have real feelings for the one i'm lusting with and that could be a problem. we are both busy and he lives two hours away so i can barely see him once a week. i guess that's a good thing-if we saw each other every day we would probably end up in a hating situation.

i think that might actually be a factor in the feelings i'm having right now. i have been alone for so long that i think i'm trying to make this into more than it can ever be. maybe it's not even the guy,but the fact that i want a connection so bad that it could be anyone. and of course,that's when the vulnerability sneaks in.

I've re-read my postings to lux and I see that I was a bit too eager to argue... Being kinda combative when it comes to ideas sometimes gets the better of me and can cloud my judgement in areas of respect at times...

Hopefully my apology is acceptable...

Thanks for pointing it out to me...

there are so many swank ones here in sf. the problem is that they know they are swank which makes them "unswank" if you know what i mean. it's weird-the last few years i've found myself attracted to big manly men,like 6'5" 200 and something pounds. they make me feel safe. plus i've got something to grab onto in those special moments....