Dammit. I just spent a half an hour writing this really poignant, heartfelt, specific blog about shit I have been going through and I erased it by mistake because I am too drunk to do things properly. Fuckabees!
Well, I have always been too long winded for my own good, so let me summarize. I'm drunk, I'm crushing on someone hard core, it's a man, I shouldn't be with a man because my last major relationship with a man ended in disaster over a woman, I met a woman this week and I am unsure about real possibilities with her because of my emerging feeling for someone else, etc etc etc...
Well, yeah, there's lots more, but I have been rendered uselessly unbloggable because of my own drunken ineptness.
I'll try and sum up better tomorrow, or perhaps this is all well and good enough as is. Fuck, I'm pathetically morose and lovesick as is. Dammit.
Well, I have always been too long winded for my own good, so let me summarize. I'm drunk, I'm crushing on someone hard core, it's a man, I shouldn't be with a man because my last major relationship with a man ended in disaster over a woman, I met a woman this week and I am unsure about real possibilities with her because of my emerging feeling for someone else, etc etc etc...
Well, yeah, there's lots more, but I have been rendered uselessly unbloggable because of my own drunken ineptness.
I'll try and sum up better tomorrow, or perhaps this is all well and good enough as is. Fuck, I'm pathetically morose and lovesick as is. Dammit.