well, no one brought me Milla... that's disappointing.. it was the only thing I wanted, i swear. 
I had a really bizarre dream last night... so bizarre it has stuck with me all day. I dreamt that I had developed these cysts in my wrists on each hand that had to be removed and drained, because they were leaking nasty things into my bloodstream... and the only solution to do this was to cut off my hands at the wrists, remove the cysts, drain the fluid, and reattach new hands (because the old ones were now useless from the toxins). The funny thing was no one told me this until the night before the surgery, and my mom was the one to break the news, so I was real freaked out at the end. I woke up and my hands were under my ribcage (I sleep most comfortably on my stomach, so this is not surprising) and my hands had had the circulation cut off for some time and were tingly and purple (just like the dream), so it's likely that this outside interference is the cause of the dream, but it was still alarming nonetheless.
One of my biggest fears is loosing the use of my arms, hands, whatever renders me inable to paint. I dread the thought of developing carpal tunnel (sp?) or something else that will make it difficult, but the thought of completely loosing an functioning arm, or worse yet an arm, terrifies me worse than the thought of death. So yeah, for me this was an unnerving dream, one that will stick with me until the end...now I managed to wake myself up before the surgery, but when I fell back to sleep I continued the dream... although now that I was dreaming I managed to do something one of my friends suggested to try (when you realize that you are dreaming)... I turned it into a sex dream... yeah, I actually used the line of "my hands are going to be severed tomorrow" so that I might get some from a lovely lady...rock... it worked, for once.
I keep meaning to try the tactic of eating chocolate before bed, it's suppose to help with lucid dreams if you eat a small bit of it before falling asleep, but I have yet to try it. I could use it now, that last dream wigged me out a little.
So today is my day off, as well as tomorrow... so yeah, I'm reading all day, cleaning some, likely drinking some, and so forth. It shuold be fun. I have a stack of manga from work... yay! Ouran High School Host club, here I come.
I had a really bizarre dream last night... so bizarre it has stuck with me all day. I dreamt that I had developed these cysts in my wrists on each hand that had to be removed and drained, because they were leaking nasty things into my bloodstream... and the only solution to do this was to cut off my hands at the wrists, remove the cysts, drain the fluid, and reattach new hands (because the old ones were now useless from the toxins). The funny thing was no one told me this until the night before the surgery, and my mom was the one to break the news, so I was real freaked out at the end. I woke up and my hands were under my ribcage (I sleep most comfortably on my stomach, so this is not surprising) and my hands had had the circulation cut off for some time and were tingly and purple (just like the dream), so it's likely that this outside interference is the cause of the dream, but it was still alarming nonetheless.
One of my biggest fears is loosing the use of my arms, hands, whatever renders me inable to paint. I dread the thought of developing carpal tunnel (sp?) or something else that will make it difficult, but the thought of completely loosing an functioning arm, or worse yet an arm, terrifies me worse than the thought of death. So yeah, for me this was an unnerving dream, one that will stick with me until the end...now I managed to wake myself up before the surgery, but when I fell back to sleep I continued the dream... although now that I was dreaming I managed to do something one of my friends suggested to try (when you realize that you are dreaming)... I turned it into a sex dream... yeah, I actually used the line of "my hands are going to be severed tomorrow" so that I might get some from a lovely lady...rock... it worked, for once.
I keep meaning to try the tactic of eating chocolate before bed, it's suppose to help with lucid dreams if you eat a small bit of it before falling asleep, but I have yet to try it. I could use it now, that last dream wigged me out a little.
So today is my day off, as well as tomorrow... so yeah, I'm reading all day, cleaning some, likely drinking some, and so forth. It shuold be fun. I have a stack of manga from work... yay! Ouran High School Host club, here I come.
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variety:
I most certainly did get the print, I'm in LOVE with it!! It's the perfect thing for the space, I couldn't imagine anything else there. That was quite a dream, I must say... very spooky!
anarchie:
That is a crazy dream. I experienced my first dead arm a few weeks ago. I woke up with it and I really thought my arm had completely lost all function forever. Scary fucking 5 minutes, I tell you!