He most likely has way too much going on in his mind with his friend's funeral to even think about sex/cheating, you probably have nothing to worry about. That said, people cheat on the most amazing gorgeous people so even if he was being unfaithful it would have nothing to do with whether you're good enough, etc...obviously, you are amazing and anyone would be lucky as shit to be with you. Listen to your gut but never doubt yourself, if he fucks up, it's all on him.
First of all, you're insanely beautiful, and a straight up badass! Now that that's out of the way... I've never really been the jealous type, but I have had women act jealous with me (a few that we weren't in a serious relationship, never could figure that one out). I try to be understanding and talk to them about it, but I don't understand it because either we never said we were exclusive or we did and I keep my word. So talk to him figure out if you're in the same place and go from there... It sounds like you have some work to do getting yourself to believe you are the amazing, unique, beautiful person you are. Until you start to believe it yourself, you will likely continue to feel this way. Spend some time with yourself, I'm told meditation can be helpful... Do that Stuart Smalley thing in the mirror 😘. You're the bomb (hopefully you'll be able to see the facts and believe it)!
If I had my time again I would do one thing.. be as honest as I could be, with myself and others. I lost someone I cared deeply for because I didn't let her In, tho it is not the easiest thing to do. Looking back I wish I had.. but ultimately everything takes time, it is the biggest cliche in the world but also the truest.. trust is a difficult thing to give if you've been hurt before, and a negative mind can be a terrible thing, but I feel if your honest with him and just talk to him then I feel if he's ad good of a guy that you say, he will understand.. I truly hope you can find peace.. sending peace and love from the UK.. oh just for the record I would be honoured to have you as a gf you are very attractive... ✌🌷
Thank you for being vulnerable. That’s brave. It’s important to take a step back sometimes to understand if it’s worth your energy. It’s just as important to understand that no woman is our competition to who we are as an individual. Sometimes it’s better to be like, fuck , ima go be this girl’s new best friend and hype her up and get a strong bond going with my sister because she exists and we need each other in this world. Break the barrier so you can focus on what you have in common instead of staying in that detachment. Communication is rad!
Well you are gorgeous, don’t let ur mind tell you otherwise. Hope things get better for you soon. Keep staying strong, I’m sure things will get better for you. 👍🏻
@slebnak that was very insightful. I definitely feel that and you’re right. I was legit tripping. Probably for no reason and I appreciate you reminding me to not internalize anyone else’s actions. Thanks so much for your comment. 😘😘
@immutable dude yes! Meditation is amazing. Also, pms is a bitch. I feel way better now that I’ve had some time to process my feelings. Thank you for the support babe.
@arson girl I love you so much girl. You legit know exactly what to say to make me feel better. I dmed you on ig to say thanks but I didn’t really know how to thank you in a way that expresses my gratitude to have you in my circle. You’re my girl and thank you for all the positivity that you bring to my life. 😘💩
