Indeed we all do fuck up eventually life. It has taken me long to realize many things in my life and I have come a long way and quit hiding from much which makes me what I am. It makes me sad to let go of many things (in some way at least I'm sure even though I really feel next to nothing at the moment.) I would rather sell it and get something from it since I could really use the money but I just don't have the ambition for that at the moment and just need to get it out. That is better for me right now then to try and wait and get some money for it. Thanks much for your kind words of wisdom. Rather you think they are or not they mean much to me
