There's simply too many beautiful naked women on this sight! My eyes feel overwhelmed! But somehow I think I'll manage. On another note, it's been seven days since I smoked weed. The urge is ever present though, and I can hear this voice in my head that keeps telling to quit fighting and just, get hiiiiigh... No no I mustn't! Have. To. Get. Clear. Headed. I need clarity! Can't be a raging pot head forever. Must EVOLVE. This is the only way. Of course some people can smoke every day and be totally fine. But it makes me too much of an isolationist.. Who needs friends when you have Mary Jane. Not this guy. Gotta keep moving forward now though, and not look back. Some hallucinogens on the other hand would be really nice right about now. Hey so long as its not weed right. But if I go a month or so without smoking and don't notice much difference in how mentally unstable i feel most days, well then ill probably start smoking again, just not as much. Well that's the plan anyway. In the meantime, I guess it's good to be sober for a change and not high all the time. Or so I keep telling myself.....
metalphilia:
I know the feeling haha. I feel lately like I'm just too "chilled out", and I need to stop in order to motivate myself. XD