khorsaun

Why in the Hell do I feel like this??

Sometimes, I really believe I suffer from some sort of psychological deppresion.

What the Hell is wrong with me?!?!?

I just wanna beat myself up, and I have no real reason as to why.

Why am I even putting this in my journal??

Maybe I see this journal as being cathartic for me. Maybe I'm using this as a way to vent. Maybe I just need to write things down.

I've never had a journal or diary before. Should I even be writing things like this in a public blog for everyone who wants to can read it??

Hell! It's not like I'm revealing any secrets. I always try to be open with everybody in person, so why not be that way here!

Anyone reading this may be thinking I'm trying to gain sympathy. That's not the case. Sometimes you just have to let things out...though this may not be the best place to do it.

Why in the Hell am I doing this?? Just forget it. I'll probably feel just fine after a good day's sleep.

Maybe a glass of Scotch would help!

I think I just realized what it is. I miss my best freind.

He moved to Michigan about a year ago. I usually phone him, up or he phones me up, about once a month.

I went to see him in August, coinciding it with a trip to the Michigan Renaissance Festival. I have'nt talked to him since. I tried tonight, but his phone is out of order.

I'm still not sure what it is, but I think just writing it down here has helped.

Oh, well! (That seems to be my catch phrase here lately)