Ubi est Kestrel? My mind is a whirlwind lately. I find myself thinking through the things to come, prioritizing my actions before rushing into the mess of projects I have waiting; both of which are unlike me. I typically just DO, live now, hit things as they come, and land a bit dizzy, yet on my feet, when everything is over. Since the current situation can not be handled in such a way efficiently, I shall use this space, if for nothing else, to get my damn head on straight.
A. I fucking hate when people mistake the Wicked Witch of the West for the Wicked Witch of the East. Even Adult Swim does this. The witch of the west was green, had flying monkeys, and flew around on a broom; the witch of the east was crushed under a house. Get it straight, fuckers.
B. Tomorrow: paper due in the morning (quick, write a journal entry over your paper! GOOD job!)... don't be fucking late to class... assignment for next paper upon arrival. Work, must leave early to attend nine year old brother's school play. Half an hour after the beginning of the school play, must be back at school for art gallery reception featuring my Wicked illustration. Miss Mad Mad House, goddammit, hope to have time to catch it next Tuesday.
C. I love snowflakes. Why? Don't know, I don't like snow... or to be cold, rather. I want a nice necklace with a snowflake.
D. On a similar note to #C, some of the new Painted Ponies are pretty nifty. Witness: Exhibit #D.
E. I cry when my SG friend list is uneven. Not really, but it does annoy me until I eventually delete people. I'm too strange.
F. Two very, very large projects due in the same class on Monday. Is this logical?
G. Signed up for a college open house thing. Showed parents some initiative; they didn't recognize me. Does this mean I've finally picked a college? Almost!
H. After choosing and registering for my community college classes over the summer, and enrolling at the college of my choice for next year (see #G), all I then have to do is convince them to allow me a degree plan they nor anyone in my area do not actually offer. Piece of cake.
I. I'm not wonderful at my priority setting yet. Trainspotting, May, journal entry, and then paper... bad idea.
J. I am physically incapable of being on time these days. How this makes sense, I'm not quite sure.
K. I do not dislike when people just call me 'K' in real life. Sometimes, that is.
L. You've all seen that movie Old School, yeah? Where the guy tells his kid to cover his ears by saying "earmuffs" before cursing with his friends? One of my bosses frequently does this to me. Did I mention being the only female in my place of business?
M. There is too much for me to learn. I have a huge pile of books on various things I want to learn (mostly web design related) stacking up, but I'm shoving enough information into my brain as is. And it just keeps building.
N. I am quite annoyed while trying to get many things done when I find myself caring about the happiness of certain others. Gimme a damn break, I don't have time to be lonely... let alone make other people happy.
O. Five new posters. Nowhere to put them. Damn.
P. Finals are coming up?!
Q. I am very straight-forward. If you are not straight-forward with me, you lose. Should the guy in my Illustrator class that likes me not work up the nerve to actually do something about it before I never see him again, too bad for him. On the other hand, if he never does, I won't have to deal with telling him 'no, thanks.'
R. I simply can't get tired of "I Don't Wanna Be Me."
S. I hereby demand that my girls Anabelle and Charli be released from Limbo!
T. Got my tickets for the Austin SGB show a while back. Only recently did I find that Lennon, the reason I heard of and joined this site, will be opening for that show. How fucking awesome is that?
U. Dunno why I'm stressing over school... one short paper, one research paper (topic possibly related to SG), two large Illustrator projects, and a complete website from scratch in CSS and XHTML that I don't really understand, before Monday. HA! Then I get to start the textbook worth of Flash assignments I put off, and a huge final project. No worries.
V. I like when I naturally do the right thing.
W. In the few moments when I put off all the other things I'm supposed to do, I've started playing BloodRayne. I love hot vampire czichs who fight Nazis and say things like, "You know what I'd like? For you to stop shooting at me." Mainly because that's exactly what I would say.
X. I have never been kissed by a girl! This fact annoys me.
Y. The other day, I realized the source of one of my main personality traits/flaws. Yay! I'd be able to fix it, I'm pretty sure, if a million things didn't constantly connect to that source in my everyday life. Dammit.
Z. I'm about to hit 3,000 written SG comments. Is that exciting or what?
Whew.
Pretty exciting, eh?
***
I can flag posts as of today! YAY!
A. I fucking hate when people mistake the Wicked Witch of the West for the Wicked Witch of the East. Even Adult Swim does this. The witch of the west was green, had flying monkeys, and flew around on a broom; the witch of the east was crushed under a house. Get it straight, fuckers.
B. Tomorrow: paper due in the morning (quick, write a journal entry over your paper! GOOD job!)... don't be fucking late to class... assignment for next paper upon arrival. Work, must leave early to attend nine year old brother's school play. Half an hour after the beginning of the school play, must be back at school for art gallery reception featuring my Wicked illustration. Miss Mad Mad House, goddammit, hope to have time to catch it next Tuesday.
C. I love snowflakes. Why? Don't know, I don't like snow... or to be cold, rather. I want a nice necklace with a snowflake.
D. On a similar note to #C, some of the new Painted Ponies are pretty nifty. Witness: Exhibit #D.
E. I cry when my SG friend list is uneven. Not really, but it does annoy me until I eventually delete people. I'm too strange.
F. Two very, very large projects due in the same class on Monday. Is this logical?
G. Signed up for a college open house thing. Showed parents some initiative; they didn't recognize me. Does this mean I've finally picked a college? Almost!
H. After choosing and registering for my community college classes over the summer, and enrolling at the college of my choice for next year (see #G), all I then have to do is convince them to allow me a degree plan they nor anyone in my area do not actually offer. Piece of cake.
I. I'm not wonderful at my priority setting yet. Trainspotting, May, journal entry, and then paper... bad idea.
J. I am physically incapable of being on time these days. How this makes sense, I'm not quite sure.
K. I do not dislike when people just call me 'K' in real life. Sometimes, that is.
L. You've all seen that movie Old School, yeah? Where the guy tells his kid to cover his ears by saying "earmuffs" before cursing with his friends? One of my bosses frequently does this to me. Did I mention being the only female in my place of business?
M. There is too much for me to learn. I have a huge pile of books on various things I want to learn (mostly web design related) stacking up, but I'm shoving enough information into my brain as is. And it just keeps building.
N. I am quite annoyed while trying to get many things done when I find myself caring about the happiness of certain others. Gimme a damn break, I don't have time to be lonely... let alone make other people happy.
O. Five new posters. Nowhere to put them. Damn.
P. Finals are coming up?!
Q. I am very straight-forward. If you are not straight-forward with me, you lose. Should the guy in my Illustrator class that likes me not work up the nerve to actually do something about it before I never see him again, too bad for him. On the other hand, if he never does, I won't have to deal with telling him 'no, thanks.'
R. I simply can't get tired of "I Don't Wanna Be Me."
S. I hereby demand that my girls Anabelle and Charli be released from Limbo!
T. Got my tickets for the Austin SGB show a while back. Only recently did I find that Lennon, the reason I heard of and joined this site, will be opening for that show. How fucking awesome is that?
U. Dunno why I'm stressing over school... one short paper, one research paper (topic possibly related to SG), two large Illustrator projects, and a complete website from scratch in CSS and XHTML that I don't really understand, before Monday. HA! Then I get to start the textbook worth of Flash assignments I put off, and a huge final project. No worries.
V. I like when I naturally do the right thing.
W. In the few moments when I put off all the other things I'm supposed to do, I've started playing BloodRayne. I love hot vampire czichs who fight Nazis and say things like, "You know what I'd like? For you to stop shooting at me." Mainly because that's exactly what I would say.
X. I have never been kissed by a girl!
This fact annoys me.
Y. The other day, I realized the source of one of my main personality traits/flaws. Yay! I'd be able to fix it, I'm pretty sure, if a million things didn't constantly connect to that source in my everyday life. Dammit.
Z. I'm about to hit 3,000 written SG comments. Is that exciting or what?
Whew.
Pretty exciting, eh?
***
I can flag posts as of today! YAY!
VIEW 21 of 21 COMMENTS
you're beautiful