Wow, it's been a long time since I've dropped a line in THIS blog... I really haven't had the extra cash to keep this account active over the years. However, twice now, I've had a "mysterious benefactor" renew my account for me, and I try to take full advantage of it while I have it.
Much has changed through my life over the years since I first started this account. I went from serial monogamist to classically married, to married with children, to an "open relationship," to realizing that the "open relationship" was a product of my wife's guilt for having cheated on me for two years, to a divorced parent, to a slut who secretly wanted his serial monogamist life back but couldn't trust anyone, to dating another cheater and completely losing self-confidence for a while, to finally getting my feet grounded as a happily single man who craves intimacy, but not necessarily another bout with monogamy until I fix the personality flaw in myself that makes me pursue cheaters (four out of the last five, including one relationship where I was the "other man").
Phew... that was a lot to chew...
Now I'm just looking to surround myself with exciting friends...
Crap. I just got a phone call from my ex-wife letting me know that my email has been hacked. I'll have to come back to this blog later...
Much has changed through my life over the years since I first started this account. I went from serial monogamist to classically married, to married with children, to an "open relationship," to realizing that the "open relationship" was a product of my wife's guilt for having cheated on me for two years, to a divorced parent, to a slut who secretly wanted his serial monogamist life back but couldn't trust anyone, to dating another cheater and completely losing self-confidence for a while, to finally getting my feet grounded as a happily single man who craves intimacy, but not necessarily another bout with monogamy until I fix the personality flaw in myself that makes me pursue cheaters (four out of the last five, including one relationship where I was the "other man").
Phew... that was a lot to chew...
Now I'm just looking to surround myself with exciting friends...
Crap. I just got a phone call from my ex-wife letting me know that my email has been hacked. I'll have to come back to this blog later...