kedavra

Things have been hard.
I am still glad I gave up the promotion I would have got this year. But I'm going to miss out on the semi hefty raise, and that kind of bums me out. I feel ready to move on from this job and start somewhere new. I am so over the retail world. But that seems to be all that is out there right now. I've been with this company for 3 years now and I was growing a lot.

I'm ready to go back to school, but funds nor time permits it. If I want to be able to afford all of my bills, I cannot take an hour cut or pay cut. And because I am a full time employee I have little time for school.

The dogs are stressing Mike out lately. One of them is pretty much trained and we don't have very many issues with him, besides the fact that he was obviously abused by a man and is therefore scared of Mike. But we are having potty problems with Zo. He pees whenever he is over stimulated- happy, excited, scared or when one of us walks in the door. It doesn't matter if I feed them at THE SAME TIME everyday and take them out at the appropriate time this dog just never seems to run out of pee. Its frustrating. And I feel responsible because the only reason we have dogs is because I was depressed and dogs make me ridiculously happy. I love their puppy cuddles, and sniffs and licks and I like having something to come home to and take care of. But I hate seeing him frustrated.

I was able to shoot a wedding last week. These are some of the ones I like. Not exactly my favorite pictures, but I've been editing all week and so I need a bit of a break. But I knew I HAD to share!

I've been walking around naked a lot. And I've been focusing a lot more on my photography. It makes me want to get naked in front of the lens for a bit though. I have tons of pictures of everybody else, but none of me. It only seems natural to want some of myself. I don't really feel the need to have pictures of myself in clothes though. Too boring.