today, is a bit easier, not good but easier.
acceptence has come and im just getting to grips with the fact that i haave to move on.
it will take time and it will hurt, but i cant make him stay.
he loves me but he just dosent want to be with me.
Myabe that hurts more, knowing that he still loves me and he wants to be with me in a way but he says life is in the way and its time to move on.
but i dont think so, i think he is just scared.
commit phobe.
oh, love is an unpleasent and powerful thing.
it hurts and i dont want to let go, but i have to.
all of my friends are away this weekend, so i cant get the support i crave.
dealing with this on my own is so hard and i just want him back in my life.
but i cant.
oh.
welcome to dumpsville katie, population,
ME!
i love him.
Ah mate, you know the score and you WILL be good again. Enjoy the time you had and work out what the bastard stoped you doing for whatever reason and do it. keep the chemical brothers cd. It won`t remind you of him if you don`t play it for a while. Be nice to yourself.
Cheer up jonesy; you're too cute too be sad! Plus if you have an English accent it's all the better. (what can I say, I'm American and a sucker for a sexy accent)
this time 
*huggles*
acceptence has come and im just getting to grips with the fact that i haave to move on.
it will take time and it will hurt, but i cant make him stay.
he loves me but he just dosent want to be with me.
Myabe that hurts more, knowing that he still loves me and he wants to be with me in a way but he says life is in the way and its time to move on.
but i dont think so, i think he is just scared.
commit phobe.
oh, love is an unpleasent and powerful thing.
it hurts and i dont want to let go, but i have to.
all of my friends are away this weekend, so i cant get the support i crave.
dealing with this on my own is so hard and i just want him back in my life.
but i cant.
oh.
welcome to dumpsville katie, population,
ME!
i love him.
bloody bastard!
see you later chaps,