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Breaking Point.
Current mood: sick

Everybody has their breaking point and i think that i have met mine finally at last. The other night i cried for an hour i think maybe longer im just guessing and then i laughed for about 2-3 hours and murderous thoughts plagued my mind. I think my mom knows what i'm up to she called me on it today but i'm too far gone for her to ever even understand what's happening or going on. There truly isn't a single other person out there that can even remotly relate to me on what's going on at this moment and the kind of shit i'm going through at this point in my life. I have my friends but none of you understand or can help me at this point. All that was sacred and the bonds that once held me don't mean anything any longer. We aren't wanted because we have been replaced for every action there's a reaction and consequence now it's too late and there is no going back.

Update:
Oh yes after the 14th i will have no where to live and i also may have cervical cancer.