kaos

Sooooooooo... my ex messaged me today, and told me "You were right about me being a crappy boyfriend. I'm sorry" out of nowhere. I pointed out that I never said that he was a crappy boyfriend, he just assumed that I meant that when I told him what was wrong with our relationship. He wrote back "ha", and changed the subject. I'm not sure what to make of it.

Oh, yeah... in case you haven't figured it out yet: single. It's been a stressful couple of weeks, not sure whats going on with everything. It sucks when you try so hard to make everything work but it still doesn't seem to. I, seriously, have the worst fucking luck with men. My last ex cheated on me, I forgave him, and moved to fucking IOWA with him... only to find out that he had intentions to cheat again. So, at least Rob isn't an ass... hahaha he's just a pain in my ass, jk. I hate being with someone that I argue with so much when I know we shouldn't even be arguing.. Ugggggggggh...

Someone mail me a hot tattooed boy with a sexy southern accent. My birthday is in a couple weeks. We'll call it even. (Haha)

Speaking of my birthday, 15 days til I go to California. I am ridiculously excited.