*dreams of more black and blues*

sometimes i feel victimized...
battered and bruised...
it's always mental though...

We all have our problems. German's are really into broken glass fetish. It's interesting to look at but a little disturbing. I liked that drawing.

no no. all is possible

I've never seen something I would actually tattoo on my body, until that drawing. That is stunning... Why am I so opposed to harm and violence and yet so moved by that? Actually, it's a stupid question. I see myself in that drawing. I even see things I would like to be. Frailty, yet there's no expression of pain, which implies strength, or at least extreme endurance. Just one tear.

And this is me sober. Thank god I wasn't hitting the single malt tonight...

Your fan>>>>>>>>>>clovesbud

(you're soooo Trevor's cute little sister. xoxo)

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It's a deal. Hold this glass to my throat as you whisper it into my ear.

can I give you a **hug** you look like you need one?

I want to give you a *hug* too.

I want to thank you for the best card I ever got in the whole lands. It is now hanging on my wall. Right where I wish you were hanging. xxxo

and I am editing this to sayyyy...
mail just came. Thank you. You really shouldn't have.
Riot just wanted you to have those paperdolls because he thinks you're cute. and well, so do I. xo

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Ya, me too.

spending money that is for bills! well more money will show up. It always seems to, right? You need to do something for you once and a while.

I'm sending a car over, with the heater running. It'll just stay outside, in case you do want to leave, it will be there.

The Kingdom!!! *jumps up and down* I love that twisted ER/Twin Peaks Danish thang! But yes, right before bed might be bad.

So, one time you told me you never played Silent Hill II for PS2. Is this still true? Were you kidding? I think you were kidding me... I'm a dork. I think that game is genius.

^_^

Me too!!

I was in the same state as you but Im not alowed to stalk you untill Alice does she has dibs on you....

those are cool pics.
i finally went out and got a new game. i got kingdom hearts, haven't played it yet, but it's still my first new game in quite a while.
have you palyed it?

I have nothing to say...just wanted to let you know that I am watching you. like a caged animal...you stir around your little room. I watch and listen, fasinated...unable to communicate with you.

Your misery and my misery would be friends, they should go go-carting some time.

I fuckin love pistachios, especially with pepper jack cheese... whoa, either I just got deja-vu or I've posted this before, probably posted it before... either way I keep tums around, good for the belly

you are beautiful and amazing

yeah, those pistachio shells give me a shock sometimes too, I opened one in the dark once and it made a spark!

yup, know what ya mean, I seem to sacrifice my fragile stomach for the more immediate pleasure of spicy food, luckily pistachios and avocados are very nice to me