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kaikai

New Hampshire, Cape Cod, New York City and now London.

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Tuesday May 08, 2012

May 7, 2012
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I feel like I work so hard, Infact I'm always working, barely sleeping. and yet every tutorial I dread the fact that I have not even half of what they want of me done. I'm really fading and I'm fading fast.

My birthday is in 9 days and I honestly don't think I have time to celebrate it, and its not like it's going to end, i like to think when its all finally handed in (which this date gets moved forward and forward) on June 1st, that it'll be over. but it won't, I have presentations, exhibitions, sorting visas, creating cv's and mini portfolios, and looking for jobs. It's really never ending.

I feel like giving up. what am I doing with my life?

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tredien:
Yay| \o/
May 25, 2012
grayness:
Welcome back!

And happy belated birthday!!!
kiss
May 25, 2012

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