Whaaaa? I almost fainted when I read that. We need to go out there or something, when did you talk to kelly? Yikes! Anyway, I know youre feeling down but no worries! I love you so much and you know you can call me anytime if you need someone to talk to, Ill listen. I had a rad time with you we are the best vacationers ever! Youll find out what you want to do with yourself, itll happen but it might take time. And I support you no matter what, got that?!
Some times I feel the same way. But I find that life has a way of making me smile again. For me the trouble has always been my point of view.
To cheer you up I've got a gift for you. I just finished writting a poem about you; 'cause when I went home after bowling a couple weeks ago I had a dream with you in it. Which I found a little strange, because we said all of five words to each other. Anyway, you've posted a bit of yourself, so heres a little bit of me,
(for kahlua suicide)
i saw your purple hair
like the sky at twilight,
the blossoming lotus on your chest.
your forward smile made me shy,
slow kicked my feet from under me.
we barely said hello
though our palms touched gently,
left a lingering warmth
until i waved goodbye
as i saw you leave.
after a night spent tongue tied
my head hit the pillow reeling
into kahlua filled dreams.
Hope you like it. I wish I was a better writter. Think of it as a big hug for your mind.
*good vibes*