hun im exactly the same at the moment! *hug* My friend carly is keepin me in check tho so im thankful for that. But unfortunatly she's miles away so i keep gettin down every so often plus i keep gettin fucked over at every turn, so
U ok tho hun? whats up? see if i can help. Im better at doin it in person, but i can but try.
awww its ok hun. Again i know how exactly how u feel.
well few months ago i fell for someone, and it seemed really perfect at the time, everything just clicked and i was really happy which I hadnt been for ages. but given a month and a bit and i got completely dicked on. dumped over the net, ignored, lied to and made to feel shit. I didnt even know what ild done wrong!? then things just made me feel worse. like im being kicked while im down and having everything rubbed in my face. most of my friends (who're local) really let me down and blew me off so that just made things worse too. So major lack of self esteem and noone close to me to take my mind off things really sucked. But my Carly's been ace. ild have gone fuckin mad if it wasnt for her! couldnt ask for a better friend
Im so sick and tired of being used and let down and disgarded tho, its depressing
thats what i do! but, and trying really hard not to make this sound gay... i always fall back on retail theopy
its really bad, but it really works lol. it i get something new like a dvd or something to take my mind off shit, im pretty good for a week or so lol.
awww tonight... a grand total of bugger all. ive given up playing Ghost Recon cus i keep getting shot, and there's bugger all on tv...
aww tell me bout it! ive just been into brum and got WAY too much
im a cock
lol.
aww you can have my ps2 if u need one, its just sitting in my waredrobe since i got my 360 i think my bro has nabbed the controller tho
right now im playing Blazing Angels. It a WW2 flight sim thingy, its feckin awsome tho. That, Dead Rising, Test Drive and a Gears of War demo because its fuckin unreal!
haha, i was so confused by your opening line of '...a very cool cock!' lol, bit of a brain melt there
Aww i dont use it, you can have it. just gotta figure out a way to get it to you now, not sure if ive still got the box
yes yes, typical girl cant say ive ever been into RPGs myself, UNLESS you me Rocket Propelled Grenades...? In which case, no, ive never had one of those either
hmmm, i couldnt really tell you about Warcraft. Although I know a guy i used to go to school with really bums it. Mind you, in year 10 he go quite a hard on over his new calculator... so, i dont know what to make of that lol
Thanks for the nice comment on my music; I sometimes get comparisons to bands I dislike (which I know are meant to be compliments even if I dislike the band in question) but your comparison made me very happy!
Hopefully the record will be out very soon (I've been saying that for a while!), the members of my band are very busy in their other projects so it's always hard to know what's going on! Watch our myspace for news about that.
I'm planning on getting conical flasks on my hip bones and I have an idea for my lower back. There's a few things I know I want on my body but I'm not sure exactly where and if they'll be part of bigger pieces.
There's a pic of the conical flask in my pics folder.
PS: Abe was awesome.