Story of my life. But, you know, I have a friend who actually jacked his job in cos it wasnt taking his work where he wanted to be going with it - and it took him a couple of years but now hes really succeeding doing his own stuff freelance. Infact you probably know him!
I also hope one day to stop designing for mass-produced cheap fashion goods and screwing up the world with more shit people dont really need. God, my job goes against al;l my social-resonsibilty-of-the-designer type shit that I was so into at uni. Damn - Im a wage slave.