Right now? If I could cast my lot, I'd start writing beautiful, witty, brilliant stories which get me into the University of Iowa's MFA program. I'd go out on my own, and travel. I'd start with Thailand. I'd find a job that made me far too much money but left me with enough time to enjoy exploring the country, and that part of the world. I'd travel for maybe ten years, finish my degree in creative writing, publish and find a house on an island somewhere - maybe northwest Washington - where I could take long walks and ride the ferry whenever I wished. There would be a library run by an old woman who prided herself on being able to find any book or resource. It would be paneled in dark wood and have lots of nooks and cranies to hide in all day. There would be a university filled with quirky smart students of all kinds waiting for the literature and creative writing classes I taught. I'd run a D&D game every weekend with a bunch of tech geeks once a week, and we'd sit around and drink strange European beers and smoke pipes afterward.
i don't think its too much to ask for...of course i can't see it happening anytime soon...*sigh*
oh well i'lll just settle with humping various young men until then.
that is really not to much to ask for all I ever wanted is someone to be my friend and lover. someone who will listen to me piss and moan as I will do the same for them some one who is into the motorcycle scene. sorta of I mean I just want someone who isn't jealous of an object that sounds better someone who doesn't want to change me from who I am to who they think I should be in turn I wil give them the same respect. I just want to be me with someone who will let me be me and I will let them be themselves too.