I am pretty much fine, now. I was really fucking pissed off at first, in addition to the sadness and all that. I still get angry a little when he doesn't seem to realize that this was a big fucking mistake he made, and everything, like his wrist and his relationship with my brother, aren't going to all be magically repaired by others. But Tony and my mom have, as always, been amazingly supportive, and I couldn't ask for 2 stronger people to lean on. They made things so much easier, every step of the way.
And life is pretty much back to it's regular pink and shiny-ness.
The thing i got mad about was that this guy was basing that event in hisotry and the characters downfall because of "the pussy" and he was blaming everything that happened in that movie on "the pussy" it got on my nerves.
Sometimes I'm around other people who are talkin about stuff about someone... or I just have an opinion of say how someone's behavior has been lately.... dangerous situations! It's best to say, if anything, one not-so-bad adjective about such things and leave it at that... even if you're drinkin.
I know how you feel. I'm here if you need anything.