Well, it's not like anyone missed me or noticed that I was gone
Anyways, I'm back, with a haircut (look at my profile pic). Yes It's not like I wanted it, but at the end my hair was not long enough to have the style I wanted, So I had to settle down with the "President Underwood" look. I think it kinda suits me. I mean, it's a change of style from what I had before but maybe I think it looks good because I already made up my mind that even if it looks bad there's nothing I can do now besides sit here and wait for the hair to grow.
By the way, I got the haircut and the beard trim that I wanted, but I'm still not swimming in pussy.
Well in all the time that I was gone, not all good stuff happened, you know. My dog died a week ago... She was 14 years old and she just fell sleep in the afternoon and died. We all knew it was going to happen soon, she was old and she couldn't even walk properly and didn't ate anything for almost a week.
Even if one it's already expecting for something like that to happen suddenly, one is never ready for when it actually happens. I actually couldn't cry, I just made some jokes even when they were burying her at our front lawn. I don't know, the only thing that I could do was to thank her for all the years that she spent with us.
I cried when I realized one night two days after it happened when it hir me, the that she was dead, she was gone.
All this that happened it only made me wonder a lot about what happened with her, not her body, I mean her and what would happen to me when I die, what will happen to us when we die. I just can't wrap my mind around or being in heaven or hell, dropping dead and inmediately being born again on a different cycle of earth, or just going back to an empty black void.
Yeah, I'm sorry that my come back was not glorious. It's jut that it really hit me for like two days because I don't know why, but I have this feeling that I'm going to die soon or at least relatively young.
I'm sorry.
Goodbye and godspeed.
