i stand introspective,
and confused.
why can't i tell the difference...
between love,
and lust.
why do i jump...
before i look,
to see what's below.
maybe i'm just being hard on myself...
maybe i am just scared to let things just happen,
the way they should.
maybe i should chill the fuck out!!!
the "blind date" went well.
he is sweet..
he drives a truck...
he's hot...
and confused.
why can't i tell the difference...
between love,
and lust.
why do i jump...
before i look,
to see what's below.
maybe i'm just being hard on myself...
maybe i am just scared to let things just happen,
the way they should.
maybe i should chill the fuck out!!!
the "blind date" went well.
he is sweet..
he drives a truck...
he's hot...
i took his virginity.
i think that is strange...
most of all,
i think it's hot.
the only thing i can say fro the CON side of the argument,
is that he is shy.
which is workable.
friend.
lover.
boyfriend.
*******.
forever is a very long time...
and i will deal with that complex when the time comes.
yummm w/ 3 ms INDEED. *lucky*
wow. ya popped that babe's cherry, eh? well, he's the lucky one
it sounds like you're happy & that makes me happy. enjoy the ride, beautiful one.
much luv,
j
p.s the blue sunny sky enveloped me on saturday so now i'm asking the wind to blow lotsa loving sunshine & gentle blue sky fluffy clouds your way...