johnnydecomposed

My brother moved out today. Which sucks. I mean, he didn't move to Virgina like Mary but he's not going to be around.

I'm going to be even more alone.

I'm happy for him, of course. It was the right time, he's going to be with friends and he's literally around the corner from Camden Yards.

I really am equally happy for him and fucking depressed for me. I've been slipping down lately and this just doesn't help. You know those days when you just lay around with all the lights out? I've been having a few too many of those.

But I'm going to try to tough it out. I really don't want Cory to regret his decision or feel guilty for leaving.