jodi_marie

I am so sick of this shit. I'm completly stressed out about the situation, and I started crying at work today when I started talking about it with my boss.

I just want him to leave me alone. I got so scared today, and thats why I started crying, and I'm afraid that he is going to come into the store when i'm alone. In his last message he sounded pissed off and more creepy than usual.

So, i've decided that i'm going to tell him to stop calling me the next time I talk to him, and if he doesn't do it, then i'm calling the police. I don't want to be scared anymore, and I don't want to have to deal with it. The thing is I don't want to talk to him, and i'm scared as hell to tell him to stop calling. But i've got enough shit that i'm dealing with right now, I don't need to be scared on top of it.

Today sucks, I fell asleep crying, then woke up crying and went to work crying. I have class tonight, and I would just skip, but I have an activity notebook due. I just want to stay in my bed the rest of the night. Guh.