jivesucka52

I think Christina Aguileras Beautiful is fairly catchy but not a great song,
I do however think the message is great and the video is brilliant.
Though it would be more effective and believable if it was sung by an obese burn victim,
Or someone else who completely goes against the popular notions of what beauty are,
but that would never work on MTV
Video among other things did indeed kill the radio star,
Christopher Cross,
Meatloaf,
Rick Ocasek,
There will always be a special place in my heart.

I wish that people's comments on here didn't bother me. When I am happy I can care less what some dumb shit thinks about me. When I am depressed I feel weak and vulnerable. Much like a teenager and that is when the comments hurt.

I'm coming to a lot of conclusions lately. I am not strong like everyone thinks. I am fucking weak. I have repressed things for years and it wasn't until two years ago that I started dealing with them. As a result of dealing with them I became depressed and suicidal. So, no I am not strong. I am burdened, overwhelmed. I know many people have it worse than me and I give them a lot of credit. They are stronger people. I put on a happy face and act strong but I'm not....
I cried for the first time in what seems like years before and it's because I am finally learning what it means to live with all of my baggage.
So I'm sorry to the people who think I am an asshole and think I talk about my baggage too much but you try and walk in my fucking shoes.