dear.
u know what the thing i like in u the most?
the way u make me feel.
just feel.
if it sadness or happiness.
i love the way u write &the way u express urself.
everythin will b okay sweetie.
it always end okay i guess.
&as for me...sunday morning flyin' to amsterdam (again..) for a week then in saterday to spain.....
godanm work... im gonna miss my house tho it realy scary to live here lately....
but ill b fine&so r u dear.
Just be safe,
and by that I mean...
if you insist on all the wild partying you've mentioned in order to "live" what is left of your life (and by that I would like to point out that you can't say your life is any shorter than anyone else's because we don't know if we'll die tomorrow) then please excericise caution for the people around you... be honest with them about what you're going through...
wear a bracelet that says you have hep c and are HIV + so that if you go into cardiac arrest partying one night someone who steps in to give you mouth to mouth doesn't end up paying for caring about you...
You sound super self destructive- which is understandable... but still... some of us do notice the things you're not saying.