NICE!!! I you!

Im so glad everything has been going so well for you. Time does fly doesnt it, its crazy!

Im glad your son is following his path, it can be hard in this stupid society that we live in to just be yourself. Society says to be yourself, but then they want you to do certain things, soo hypocritical!!

Hey there J
I'm leaving this site on the 16th
Just wanted to thank you for your friendship on here and whanted to say that i will be missing all of you!!!!!

Thank you doll

I'm happy that my financial discomfort is amusing to you.

I think lilli has a crush on me, it's like when you were young and used to pick on the person you liked, to cover it up.

I'm good. I had a run in with a really dangerous organisation earlier today - The Burger Van Mafia. I'll explain it all in my next blog.

How the devil are you?

I'm sorry that you're feeling lonely. If I lived nearer we could hug it out. Alas, 'tis not to be.

It's good that the treatment is doing it's job, my cousin had Lupus but I was only a little kid so I don't remember much about it. Just that she was tired all the time.

I'm slightly scared now, I can always hope that she doesn't see the comment.

Web cam you flash got a new toy..............What does your kids thinks about you being on SG?

My friendy sense was tingling. It is like spidey sense, but cooler.

Back to work for me. Long day yesterday and back at it too early this morning.

Bingo! You hit the nail on the head in so many ways. Thank you for your thoughtful comments. I don't know if it makes me feel better or worse to think you suffer some of what I'm feeling. On one hand, I'm relieved to know that I'm not alone and that someone as beautiful as you has similar woes. But on the other hand, it seems like a gross error in Universal planning for you to feel that way about yourself. It is so fucking hard to be female. Add age and all its cruelties to the equation and it's no wonder some women do give up.

And, no... I do NOT feel like I've done what I'm supposed to do. That's what this is all about (besides feeling old and fat and ugly). I know I have to take the next step. And I know that only I can take that step. But the first step is always the hardest. I will figure it out, though. And until then mirrors (real or imagined) are abolished in my life!!!!

I completely understand pulling away when you're going through stuff. I do the same. Or I get caught up in other people's drama to distract me from my own. And, quite honestly, I HATE the telephone most of the time. So don't worry about not calling. Maybe I'll have to call YOU one of these days!

So... what's the deal with Hypersage? Now he thinks I'm a bully and I have a crush on him? Do you think he likes me?

Take care, beautiful. You are so special.

You're even sweeter than I imagined on your vlog sugar ♥
Beautiful views on age and sexuality...I applaud that

I'm still confused by your son's marriage? LOL

Hey my beautiful darlin, thanks so much for stoppin by..I confess I get a bit anxious when I don't hear from you. I just love your profile pic..damn you look freakin hottt sweetie.

Yeah you know I am extremely fond of Bushka she is a treasure and a beautiful person. Considering what she is going through, I just wanted to do something to cheer her up...

It's nice to know that you are still toiling away at your gorgeous garden, I just loved your gladiolas and your other flowers. It's very hott here so I am struggling to keep things fresh. I promised you a pic of my gardinias so here it is

and my lily garden in partial bloom

Let me know what you think..and stay close, you are one of my fave grrls too you know

My mouth is doing better..but I have to go for surgery soon..bleh

And thank you

Fear not, my ass is never going away
I actually don't think when it comes to things like that. I just said to myself, "Self, this is some goddamn tasty food, you should eat everything !" Never claimed to be a rocket scientist

thanks...

Have a great day.

Thank you for the truly awesome comments. I'm so sorry for the loss you mentioned. That had to be totally devastating.

I've been thinking lately about how much good fortune I've had in my life. While we never had alot of money, my late wife and I raised two children that we were so proud of. She was a perfect mom. They would never have turned out the way they did if it wasn't for her.

After I lost her, I wasn't able to turn the corner in my life for quite a while. After about 16 months of hell, I met Lyrical. Little did I know that this woman would be the catalyst for turning my life around, (I still owe you a detailed history behind our relationship).

Now, I have SG in my life, (yet another thing I have Lyrical to thank for). As a result of joining, I've met wonderful, caring people like you and others. You can never have enough friends. I'm glad you're one of them.

Yeah I graduated a couple of weeks ago. thanks so much for asking. I ended up recieving cum laude status instead of the magn cum laude I deserved because of a shithead professor. You missed my mini breakdown over it. But its OK now.

I have been wondering what was going on with you. I see you are moving and I know that is stressful and keeps you busy. How are you feeling?

Haha, the hostage thing isn't far from what happened to me.
He just took my layers sooooooooo short. I still have most of my length but shit, the layers are bad. When he took the first big cut I GASPED and went "well, I guess you just have to finish it now. There's no way to fix it from there."
So, here I am in yet another hat lol. But my makeup looks flawless so I'm okay. lol

You are already so cute. I hope you know that.
I think you are a million times cuter talking. Now you are officially real.

I'm glad you're not throwing in the towel.

I needed some distractions in life.

When I was young my grandparents and their friends would get really into talking politics. I never heard about not talking politics until I was older. Oh Well.
I'm kinda enjoying it.

me too! i love in n out

you are too kind

I'm assuming you read my pm. I hope that there wasn't anything on there that I shouldn't have written.

I'm sitting around the house waiting for a storm to hit the area. I've been in a bad mood since last night. The reasons for my mood have nothing to do with Mae-Ann. I'm recognizing that I could be conjuring up thoughts similar to the ones that got me in trouble in my relationship with Lyrical 3 months ago. I'm trying very hard to not make the same mistake again. I couldn't live with myself if I messed up again.

Congratulations on your first Vblog! Excellent job! And congratulations to you and Flashmo on your One Year Idaho Anniversary!
I'm assuming that the religious folks that are giving you "the looks" are the LDS. I have two neighbors that are reformed Mormons... you should hear what they have to say. But I guess people are people... I like to say I never judge... until I meet you and then I judge you all the time Maybe I shouldn't joke. I know how frustrating it can be to be surrounded by people that intolerant or judgmental. My conservative friends think I am a liberal and my liberal friends think I'm a fascist. I'm a Repulertarian (a registered Republican with Libertarian ideals... but a communist at heart).
Sorry your son was having so many issues with "the cool kids." But it sounds like he has excepted himself and has the support of you and his family... He should move to California it is now legal for people to marry out of love regardless of sexuality!
Have a great weekend!