jennirae

so yeah....I quit smoking...I am a week into it...and still feel like shit...but thats ok....my blood pressure dropped like mad so I had to adjust my blood pressure medication...(no everyone I do not have high blood pressure) which makes me feel all wonky......so now I take half the dose which makes me more jumpy.....argh...but I do not want to smoke ever again.......not after all this hell
I am still enduring......I am super nauseated.....my legs are cramping.........how the hell can anyone gain weight .....I would rather puke than eat.....and I can smell everything......fuck smoking and fuck this stupid profile picture...with the dumb smoke....if anyone wants to make me a new one....feel free.......I am over the smoking for good.....i will kiss instead......btw.......I love my family....like really....I will be okay....Louie..I super miss you<3