hihihi. today is my day off and so now i'm going to write this before i have to start doing junk. well i've already started packing for my big move to *Seattle*.....but yesterday i suddenly got really sad and it was tough. mostly, i'm just very excited about leaving Los Angeles, the city with all the sick pollution, sick-self-absorbed people around every corner, billboard upon billboard advertising all the newest stupidest movies, the new 2007 SUV whatever and best of all the sunshine that rarely fades or changes.
...the part that bums me out is the part where i leave all the faces i love so much. it's pretty strange that i've met the most amazing people i know here in LA. i certainly don't want to feed any stereotypes about everyone in Los Angeles being an asshole, that's obviously far from true i think the beginning of the end for me was when i moved to hollywood: the center of yuck. before that i lived in Echo Park for over two years and it was kind of great, mostly families and stuff. . . . now here i am literally down the street from the stupid Rokbar and the lamest people imaginable. sometimes i have panic attacks thinking that this is what the world has turned into but then i'm comforted by the fact that NO No NO it's actually just this place.
so i guess my last month here will consist of me trying to squeeze in a trip to Disneyland, playing one last show, eating mexican food, enjoying my workplace, and most importantly loving my friends
before i move on to the land of rain.
i guess i should go pack some more shit.
lalalalalala
...the part that bums me out is the part where i leave all the faces i love so much. it's pretty strange that i've met the most amazing people i know here in LA. i certainly don't want to feed any stereotypes about everyone in Los Angeles being an asshole, that's obviously far from true i think the beginning of the end for me was when i moved to hollywood: the center of yuck. before that i lived in Echo Park for over two years and it was kind of great, mostly families and stuff. . . . now here i am literally down the street from the stupid Rokbar and the lamest people imaginable. sometimes i have panic attacks thinking that this is what the world has turned into but then i'm comforted by the fact that NO No NO it's actually just this place.
so i guess my last month here will consist of me trying to squeeze in a trip to Disneyland, playing one last show, eating mexican food, enjoying my workplace, and most importantly loving my friends
before i move on to the land of rain.
i guess i should go pack some more shit.
lalalalalala
Good luck with your move! They're stressing, aren't they?