I guess I'm feeling blogy this week. Get used to it because I'm going to Florida and I'm going to have nothing to do.
*breath* So today was turning out to be a pretty good day despite having two finals to take. I mean I took those finals, felt good about them. Then got to go riding through the town and had a blast even though it was raining. Got to sit and chill at Ashley's where that nice girl works...even had a bartender give me my drink for free (I mean it was just a diet coke but still I'm thankful for the gesture all the same). Then everything went to crap. So my Dad's mother is on her deathbed...which is the reason I'm going to Florida. I'm going with him to lend moral support and show family unity. No problems so far. The problem is I think my Dad is taking his frustrations and sadness out on me. I've been having a shitty time with my current cell phone. As in I haven't been getting calls or notices that I've missed calls or even notices of voice mails. Apparently my Dad tried to call me and couldn't get me, so he leaves a bunch of angry messages. All of which I let slide for the above reasons. Still, it is kind of shitty. I mean I would never ignore calls from him, plus I told him that I would be out riding and I always mention that I may not answer calls due to my phone being in pack so I don't lose it. But anyways like I said, I let it slide but it has pretty much destroyed a whole day of trying to be happy (remember that whole depression thing, yeah).
As for that girl...well I still want to have that talk with her, but I know right before she goes on her shift isn't the best time. But I really want to, I mean I'm past the one month see-if-it's-just-a-passing-crush test like with that redhead, because you know it happens you think someone is totally awesome and slowly as you talk to them more you find out they don't have much in common with you. I feel comfortable around this girl, not too comfortable but enough to be honest and ask her questions I really want answered. I don't feel like I'm looking past glaring flaws that just don't mesh with me well. She just seems, nice. Enough about her. I'm already muddled enough to not know which way is up on that whole situation. I have no clue if she's just being nice to me because she's a nice person or what.
On a lighter note, I think someone up there either hates me and/or wants me dead. So first off I just happen to take a gander at nothing nice to say and there just happen to be this
See I'm not the only one that has a secret crush on an indie girl.
Second, I went for a ride today...nothing big just around Ann Arbor. So it starts to ran right as I'm getting on my bike after I had suited up and had everything set just so. The rain didn't really bother me it was just the timing that made me laugh. Third, when I got back to my car I checked my mileage it was 9.99, you read one punk music related comic and suddenly satan thinks you're his bitch. I don't care how many times he asks I'm not sharing my White Castle with him. Yes I know satan is 666, turn it around.
Jokes aside today I had some biking fun despite the rain. I chased down two different people. One of which was a U of M mountain bike racer, the other an insane kid who kept weaving across busy streets and around people and tight corners. I mean nothing says get the fuck out of the way like two bikers weaving around people at 20 mph. I'm very proud that I caught both of them and the racer even said some very nice things about my bike despite the fact that he didn't have a shabby bike either.
I would post a route of my biking except Google wants money to do that and I'm too tired to figure out a different way.
I'm trying to get back to my chilled out happy state of pre-coming home with some American Analog Set and diet coke. I want coffee but I know 11pm isn't the time to be drinking coffee, especially for someone with insomnia.
Also while I'm thinking about it. I'm designing logos, stickers, jerseys etc...for my bike racing team (fictitious currently but we'll see in a month or two) and I figure I might as well post my current doodles here for comments. Not the finished product but something. Tell me what you think, ideas, or just say it sucks.
*breath* So today was turning out to be a pretty good day despite having two finals to take. I mean I took those finals, felt good about them. Then got to go riding through the town and had a blast even though it was raining. Got to sit and chill at Ashley's where that nice girl works...even had a bartender give me my drink for free (I mean it was just a diet coke but still I'm thankful for the gesture all the same). Then everything went to crap. So my Dad's mother is on her deathbed...which is the reason I'm going to Florida. I'm going with him to lend moral support and show family unity. No problems so far. The problem is I think my Dad is taking his frustrations and sadness out on me. I've been having a shitty time with my current cell phone. As in I haven't been getting calls or notices that I've missed calls or even notices of voice mails. Apparently my Dad tried to call me and couldn't get me, so he leaves a bunch of angry messages. All of which I let slide for the above reasons. Still, it is kind of shitty. I mean I would never ignore calls from him, plus I told him that I would be out riding and I always mention that I may not answer calls due to my phone being in pack so I don't lose it. But anyways like I said, I let it slide but it has pretty much destroyed a whole day of trying to be happy (remember that whole depression thing, yeah).
As for that girl...well I still want to have that talk with her, but I know right before she goes on her shift isn't the best time. But I really want to, I mean I'm past the one month see-if-it's-just-a-passing-crush test like with that redhead, because you know it happens you think someone is totally awesome and slowly as you talk to them more you find out they don't have much in common with you. I feel comfortable around this girl, not too comfortable but enough to be honest and ask her questions I really want answered. I don't feel like I'm looking past glaring flaws that just don't mesh with me well. She just seems, nice. Enough about her. I'm already muddled enough to not know which way is up on that whole situation. I have no clue if she's just being nice to me because she's a nice person or what.
On a lighter note, I think someone up there either hates me and/or wants me dead. So first off I just happen to take a gander at nothing nice to say and there just happen to be this
See I'm not the only one that has a secret crush on an indie girl.
Second, I went for a ride today...nothing big just around Ann Arbor. So it starts to ran right as I'm getting on my bike after I had suited up and had everything set just so. The rain didn't really bother me it was just the timing that made me laugh. Third, when I got back to my car I checked my mileage it was 9.99, you read one punk music related comic and suddenly satan thinks you're his bitch. I don't care how many times he asks I'm not sharing my White Castle with him. Yes I know satan is 666, turn it around.
Jokes aside today I had some biking fun despite the rain. I chased down two different people. One of which was a U of M mountain bike racer, the other an insane kid who kept weaving across busy streets and around people and tight corners. I mean nothing says get the fuck out of the way like two bikers weaving around people at 20 mph. I'm very proud that I caught both of them and the racer even said some very nice things about my bike despite the fact that he didn't have a shabby bike either.
I would post a route of my biking except Google wants money to do that and I'm too tired to figure out a different way.
I'm trying to get back to my chilled out happy state of pre-coming home with some American Analog Set and diet coke. I want coffee but I know 11pm isn't the time to be drinking coffee, especially for someone with insomnia.
Also while I'm thinking about it. I'm designing logos, stickers, jerseys etc...for my bike racing team (fictitious currently but we'll see in a month or two) and I figure I might as well post my current doodles here for comments. Not the finished product but something. Tell me what you think, ideas, or just say it sucks.