Thanks man. Luckily, her mom and grandma flew in from Florida to help out. I really did need it.

The worst is over, and I am feeling pretty good about how its going.

I appreciate the thoughts.

Jason

Thank you for your words! You re-enforce what I was feeling already...now is not the right time...But in the process of me "doing the right thing...and waiting" I have thrown my husband for a big loop and hurt him deeply I can't really even explain everything to him with out hurting him even more.
He is my mate for life...I do not want a life w/anyone else or a family w/anyone else...I just have issues to get out of my system...and I need things to change in our lives together...I know it will all work out eventually...