irishsbuffy

I made it through work. It has been a hard week. There are people who lost their jobs this week. I see their sad vacant eyes as they walked away. I have been there and I know how much it sucks. It seems at times that life isn't fair. Nobody said it would be. I am one of the lucky ones I still have a job, and dont think I am not thankful. I am very thankful that I have work to go to on Monday. I dont mind that I had to change my schedule. The fact that I have money to pay my bills is great. Last year, we almost lost everything. We are doing better. Thankfully. We budget very. very tightly and have made it.
So, I had a strange dream 3 times last night. I woke up and would go back to sleep. It was amazing. The only thing is that I have to figure out, what a hard wood door, with the number 1234 on it. Every time I went to open the door, I would wake up. The last time, I dreamed it 3 times last night. My spirit guide apperead to me and said the answer you are searching for is behind that door. So are the people you turned away. Open your heart and open that door. It concerns me that I woke up before I open the door. I mean I want to open my heart and I want to embrace those I once turn my back on.
Overall, I am very happy today. Things are getting better. Things are getting a lot better. I am happy. Which is so much better than being sad.