inoutinout

boyfriends are annoying... but i cant stand to be alone... my job isnt what i wish it would be... im still stuck dont know where to go... life just seems to stay the same... no matter what i do.. im eather crowded or lonely... bored... or over worked... i cant find how to make myself happy.. other then with food... hahah...

i went to my job "training" and basicly they sit you in a room with a camra and say have fun.. i didnt know what to do... blah... and i had to get my boyfriend to find a ride for me to get to it cause i tired to take a bus but puked on the way to it so i went home and missed it...

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