What ever happened to being honest, ya know? I'm tired of typical lezzies. I'm just going to be the cat lady!
Let's win the lottery and run away to vegas. Or you could just move here and buy a house with me, cause I really want to buy a house but I can't afford it on my own. Our school systems are good and it's a fairly decent area. You would just have to be away from everyone/thing you own. Then again...not a very fair trade off, I suppose.
My kitty has a tummy ache and he's acting like a little boy. He's being all pouty and needy. It's rather adorable...except that he came over a few minutes ago and threw up on my lap. How sweet.
I miss you. I keep saying I'm going to call you, then I bitch out. I know how busy you are, so I get all afraid to bother you. I know, I'm retarded.
My head hurts. I think it's broken...
I love you. Have I mentioned that? Yeah, cause I do. Can we just get married already??? Geez.
Hang in there, babydoll. I'm paranoid too. It's tough. Some days I can't even leave the house cause I get all people-phobic. It's lame. I always check my backseat before I get in my car. I think my mom made me watch too much Oprah as a child. It's sad, really. I'm okay with it, I suppose. It's who I am...
I'd love to move to WA, but I'd really miss my family.
My mom would probably kill me. Haha. She's kind of dependent on me.
You're so great. I fucking love you, you know that? I mean it. Truly.
I don't really know what happened with this girl. She deleted me from Myspace/Facebook. It's so weird. She was so perfect, ya know? Then she went all typical, crazy lesbo on me. She posted pics of her tit with some other girl's hand on it. I had to ask her, after actually commenting on the pic, if she would let me know if she was seeing anyone else. She said, "well I will now, so yes i am seeing someone." Who the fuck does that? Why would someone post a pic and not say, "hey, by the way, i kind of cheated on you." RUDE! I didn't actually love her, but she totally crushed my heart. And she made future plans for us, so I totally thought she wanted me around for a while. Does that mean she made plans with everyone she was dating? Seriously...who fucking does that?
I told my mom I was just going to go straight. She didn't think it was a good idea. HAHA.
Why do you have to live so far away? I mean, it's not like you're half way across the country....you're seriously the farthest state away. wtf? We need to win the lottery and meet up somewhere in the middle. Hell, if I won the lottery, I'd just come all the way out there. WA is so pretty, too. Hmm.
There is nothing on tv at 5:12 am. Well, there are a lot of infomercials, but that's it.
I love you. I hope you know that. Though I totally suck at calling you and keeping in touch, I swear you are always in my heart and I think about you everyday.
What size ring do you wear? I have to get you an engagement ring now. Haha.
I suppose I should go to bed. I love you, babycakes!
